I have a new job, in a new city, and I'm living all alone for the first time ever. I prayed for this and I am thankful..but I know this season of my life will be a stretch for me.. I pray Heavenly Father that you help me to find good genuine friendships and relationships that glorify you. Help me to lean on you completely, help me to see you in a new light, to see you as my father and as my friend. Father Lord help me to not seek companionship with wrong motives Lord. Search my heart and take away whatever is not of you. I've been praying about this guy for a while and now we aren't even talking...so I guess that means he wasn't for me. Lord help me make peace with the desires of my heart that are not in your will for me, help me to submit the desires of my heart to you daily, help me to not cling so dearly to the life I envisioned for myself and to be able to lose myself in the life you have planned out for me. Lord your ways are not our ways and I struggle to understand what you are doing in my life at times, but give me the strength, wisdom, understanding, discipline, courage, and faith to surrender my life to you father. Lord I have cried so many tears, and spent so many nights in agony and calling out your name. Let this be a year where my tears dry up, let this be a year of answered prayers, let this be a year of prosperity and opportunity. Father forgive me and grant me mercy on this new journey, be with me in all I do father. Ijnip amen ❤⯑⯑ thank you Lord.