My husband and I have been married for 41 years. He was 23 and I was 16 at the time. Once we were married, a darker side of him came out. He had a really bad temper, a cold heart,was very self centered and selfish and couldn't keep his eyes off of other women. This hurt me deeply.
I stayed with him because I didn't think I had the skills to care for our two children. My mother walked out on my dad,siblings and myself when I was seven and I tried very hard to give my kids a more stable homelife.
I know now that my husband had a sex addiction and never got help for it.
Eight months ago, my husband got involved in internet porn. We had been attending a church but my husband had back slidden and I didn't realize how much.He later told me that after turning off the computer, he would get into his bible and search for this topic. I had no idea this was going on until the Holy Spirit prompted me to check the history on the p.c. I was in shock, but after I had gone to bed a couple days later, my husband got on his knees and begged God to take this addiction from him and instantly, it was gone.
Here is the big issue that I need prayer for. The Holy Spirit pressed on my husband to confess to an affair he had with a co worker 28 years ago on three separate occasions. I haven't trusted my husband for most of our marriage and my love for him isn't strong. He is sorry and is staying strong with God. I don't trust him at all though and am afraid. Please pray for healing. Thank you.