There was a girl that I was talking to from my college, we weren't dating just yet, but that's were we were hoping to head and then marriage. Both of us are from different cultures, background, etc. My family is strict on finding someone from the same culture for me to date and get married. Although, I do see their point, but I don't know if that's what I want. Am I torn between.... do i want to raise my kids with speaking the same language and culture or move onto something else. Is culture that important?! Another thing is, the girl, has had a past--- that I am uncomfortable about. I never expected or thought I would have to deal with it. It got to a point, where I didn' tthink I could lead her.... so I called off our relationship in mid-January. I didn't want to hurt her, but, i realized if I don't think I'm ready to lead.... shouldnt be doing anything to begin with. Too late.Our friendship, is starting to mend again... we are talking and starting to be on good terms. Yet, there is feelings for each other. I myself thought I am getting over her, but yet I keep thinking of her alot.
My prayer request is: For me to man up, to lead this girl, in the future (right now, I know i am not ready and have other things to focus on)...... to have mine & her heart prepared to recieve each other. Prayer for both of our families to accept each other. OR..... for us to really move on from each other in peaceful way. Pray for us to move on in healthy way