There was a girl that I was talking to in college, who is from a different ethnicity, as I am. My parents do not want me to date her, or even think about getting married to her if that were to happen. Which makes it harder for me to go about pursuing her. Another thing that I'm hesitant on or very hesitant on is this girl has had a past. She told me that she wants to tell me of her past but can't till she knows we are official. I understand why she would say that, to guard her heart. But at the same time, I feel like its a trap if I were to pursue her. Anyways, early this January I called it off because I didn't feel right about it. It was an ugly breakup (if you can call it that). Over time, I thought I was over her but over time my feelings for her grew stronger. Yet I keep telln myself this can't happen. Part of me wants just jump into starting things again but another part of me says don't. i don't wanna hurt her. I'm just confused, all over the place, and its really getting at me. I thought I would be over her soon but i am not. Now that I told you my love life.... ha ... pray for me to have true discernment on how to go about this, pray for me to know she is the right person to go after, pray for me to have confidence/boldness to pursue her if its right. Finally pray big time- for my dad & mom to quickly accept her and for her to see that I'm serious about her. I really want to do it right.