With all the things that so many people are struggling with right now I am almost upset with myself for even asking for prayers for the situation I find myself in right now. My wife and I of 19 years have recently separated and it is one of the more difficult times for my family than we have ever experienced. I have recently begun to pray to God on a daily basis to ask that He show me the type of man He wants me to be, for my wife, for my children, and for my family, and I have accepted that fact that the time I spent with my wife over the last 19 years may be coming to an end. I am grateful, and despite my initial feelings of anger and confusion, I find myself turning to God more and more these days for guidance and support so I can be a better father for our children and husband for my wife, even if that means I am going to be on this journey without her if that is the plan God has for me. I am asking for prayers today for my wife Jenell. She is lost in a world of distrust and confusion and has been battling depressive illness for several years now. I know I have not been the most supportive husband despite my best efforts so I pray that God will help her through her time of need and bring her closer to Him so she can feel his love through the people He has chosen to surround her with. I simply wish for her to be happy, with or without me as her spouse, and pray she can overcome the demons she is battling and seek God in the journey she is taking. In Jesus' name I pray.