My family is under attack and I've become desperate for help. Something has changed in my husband and he has become unkind, unloving, and has strayed mentally (possibly physically) from our marriage. I pray repeatedly throughout the day that God will be with me and my children as we endure this roller coaster ride of emotions. I have prayed that the Holy Spirit will enter my husband's heart and soul. A trigger switched around March and he has been up and down- one second he loves me and works hard for our family but at the slightest sign of conflict or disagreement he lashes out at me and then takes off and abandons us sometimes for days telling me that he hates me and our marriage is a joke. I feel like he either has demons attached to him or a sort of mental condition like bipolar disorder. Either way he has been checked out of our marriage and our family since Saturday when I discovered some very disturbing things on his internet and confronted him. He shows no remorse, no caring for the level of hurt he has inflicted on me, no love for me and his step daughters, and is very, very cruel in the words that he is saying to me. My heart is broken and our 2 year old daughter is struggling very much to adjust to this new life her father has put her in to. I believe in the power of prayer and I love my husband. I've kept our struggles secret for too long so now I'm opening up, I'm putting it out there, and giving this to God and hoping that the power of prayer will help us.