Having a hard time living with family. I'm a poor and overweight adult that receives negativity from those I live with. I struggle with sadness and depression lately. It's hard to be joyful, when you are constantly reminded of mistakes past and present. My jobs combined (2) aren't enough for me to live on and I won't be able to move out on my own, but until that time comes, I need someone to pray alongside me so that I can cope. The only joy I get is at work where I am loved and they all love me. Home life is normally a lions den, etc. I also need prayer to find a friend that I can talk to and vice versa, I have no friends so I am quite lonely. We all just joined a new church, which is fine but I feel guarded because of past experiences. I do not like to be open with others for fear of punishment, harsh rebukes, etc. Thank you for your prayers, I know God loves me and I love Him, and my sins are forgiven. It's just that I struggle with the fact that I've made mistakes in the past due to my own pride and what I thought was right at the time, and now God is allowing me to suffer the consequences over these past few years. I apologize for the length of my request, I just want healing in my mind, body, and soul.