So, I have the opportunity to move back to O'Fallon. I have been in germany for about 3 months and am often really unhappy, I don't want to be here. When I found out we were moving back I knew I actually didn't want to leave. Though I was only there for two years, I really liked it there and miss it. My parents said they would provide an apartment for me. I've been contemplating whether I should go. I've said almost everyday that I'd rather be back in O'Fallon, I miss my church, the school my tech ersten and friends, plus the area is familiar. I do like my classes here though and my teachers, but I don't really like the school. It's my senior year and keep saying to myself I'd rather have the diploma . There are more positives than negatives to going back. I need to figure it out tonight, I've been stressing about it. I pray God gives me guidance and wisdom for this situation and decision. I also pray that whether I go or not that I grow closer to him, become more responsible and mature so I am soon prepared to move out on my own, and that I find a college and feel ready for that next step. Please it's so important, I really need a sign or something! Tha k you so much and in Jesus' name Amen!